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Post by tarzanontarmazepam on Jul 23, 2010 19:34:18 GMT
Once and for all. Have been desperately ill...and NO..I DON'T WANT SYMPATHYDoing something about it. Have been to the doctors this morning. Have been given medication, have to go for a blood test on Monday, and lots of very depressing looking leaflets offering advice and telephone numbers. I'm not an alcoholic...even the doc agreed. But when I do drink I find it hard to stop. It means changing my lifestyle. Lots of fresh air, exercise and good food. And also exorcising some of my demons from the past. Admittedly that's a bit more complicated. I can only just shout out the lord's prayer and sprinkle some evian about and hope they don't notice.  |
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Post by sesley on Jul 23, 2010 20:04:43 GMT
stay positive,take your mums dog out for regular walks,this is summer fruit time, yum! strawberrys,raspberrys and all sorts of wonderful red fruit and salad stuff like sweet red tomatoes.drink fruit jucies instead of alchol. Life is worth living. go for it.
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Post by tarzanontarmazepam on Jul 23, 2010 20:10:03 GMT
stay positive,take your mums dog out for regular walks,this is summer fruit time, yum! strawberrys,raspberrys and all sorts of wonderful red fruit and salad stuff like sweet red tomatoes.drink fruit jucies instead of alchol. Life is worth living. go for it. Thanks so much Sesley.  I know. I want to feel good again. |
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Post by Alpha Hooligan on Jul 23, 2010 21:19:55 GMT
Change comes from wanting change (fuck, I sound like a Chinese philosipher or sumfink).  Seriously though, good luck mate. You are good bloke at heart, and most folks know that.  AH |
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Post by tarzanontarmazepam on Jul 23, 2010 21:24:14 GMT
Change comes from wanting change (fuck, I sound like a Chinese philosipher or sumfink). Seriously though, good luck mate. You are good bloke at heart, and most folks know that. AH It ruins everything mate. Relationships...I change horribly under the influence. Self indulgent, selfish, sometimes nasty. It's not like me to drink through a morning either. Thanks for the support Alpha. I might disappear for a while but I'll be back. Dread becoming just another government statistic. |
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Post by Patrick on Jul 23, 2010 22:03:48 GMT
When we have a purge we stick to San Pellegrino. I always Pooh pooh'ed the idea of bottled water, but there is something about this stuff that satisfies.
Treat yourself to a juicer - a whole world of opportunity there - and great fun too!
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Post by riotgrrl on Jul 23, 2010 22:53:36 GMT
Personally, it's Friday night, I've been out with mates for 'International Tapas' plus wine, whisky and vokda and I'm basically pissed out my face.
So good luck to you. But being pissed is pretty fun.
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Post by tarzanontarmazepam on Jul 23, 2010 22:58:10 GMT
I'm getting to the stage of it being destructive Riot. I'm being serious. No fun.
What's happened to Friday night chat btw?
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Post by housesparrow on Jul 24, 2010 6:31:34 GMT
I don't drink to excess but have reached an age when even a small amount affects me badly and ruins my evening and often the next morning. Yet I find that first glass of wine very hard to resist and of course that usually leads to a second.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 24, 2010 11:27:02 GMT
good on ya Chris. i fear i might be joining you.. been back n forth to t'hospital for tests n shit lately.. think me livers kyboshed.. gawd knows how, i aint a huge drinker anyway, but i think i'll be qwuitting the booze for good if me livers up the spout.  |
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Post by motorist on Jul 24, 2010 11:30:47 GMT
How odd, I never thought you as a boozer type, Costal. Best that you do quit it  |
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Post by Deleted on Jul 24, 2010 11:32:45 GMT
dont get me wrong i like a drink but im not a massive drinker.. i had hepatitis at about the age of 15 so i think peraps i was suceptible to problems in that area.. gawd knows... going to hospitals is enough to make you wanna qwuit anyway.. they give me the creeeps. |
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Post by aubrey on Jul 25, 2010 18:15:28 GMT
How about developing an obsession with tea? Seriously - getting all different kinds and using a proper pot and such. Make it into a real habit - you could try doing your own blending as well.
Good luck whatever you do, though.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 26, 2010 13:07:55 GMT
thankyou.. im at a pretty low ebb right now, i don't know what i want or need anymore.. well i know what i want but it seems so far removed from anything i can ever acheive.. all you people in happy loving relationships thank your lucky stars, cos thats all i ever wanted, and its the best thing in the world,. and its the most important thing you can ever find.. life is transient and possessions are meaningless, but if you've found something special with another human being then that is something to cherish and nurture and look after and protect.. it is the most important thing in the world, take care of it cos without it life is not only transient, it is meaningless and pointless and laughable..oh how i larfff at it, the absurdity of every new and unwelcome situation what i sink into, its like a really brilliant joke but i just wish i wasnt in it./ tea? yeah, what the fuck, might as well..
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Post by riotgrrl on Jul 26, 2010 14:28:02 GMT
thankyou.. im at a pretty low ebb right now, i don't know what i want or need anymore.. well i know what i want but it seems so far removed from anything i can ever acheive.. all you people in happy loving relationships thank your lucky stars, cos thats all i ever wanted, and its the best thing in the world,. and its the most important thing you can ever find.. life is transient and possessions are meaningless, but if you've found something special with another human being then that is something to cherish and nurture and look after and protect.. it is the most important thing in the world, take care of it cos without it life is not only transient, it is meaningless and pointless and laughable..oh how i larfff at it, the absurdity of every new and unwelcome situation what i sink into, its like a really brilliant joke but i just wish i wasnt in it./ tea? yeah, what the fuck, might as well.. Still, at least you've got your 'elf.  |
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Post by riotgrrl on Jul 26, 2010 14:28:45 GMT
Oh sorry . . no you don't. You're not well either.
Still, at least you've got your boyish good looks!
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Post by Deleted on Jul 26, 2010 16:13:17 GMT
Nothink mattersexcept your relationships with other preople if you haven't got that its a futile exercise..all people do is wander about all day making a lot of noise and stuffing revolting looking food into their mouths seriously that is essentially all they do and if you look around you will see it to be the case there aint no more to it than that so there must be some deeper meaning somethink what keeps people happy and gives them the will to face tomorrow all full of vigour and verve and enthusiasm and it aint walking around making noise and stuffing revolting food into their gobs, it can't be i would be bored of that after like one afternoon this afternoon in fact i got bored of it so take care of the people that matter cos thats ALL that matters without them the world is one big fucked up circus of misery
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Post by stephan on Jul 26, 2010 16:46:00 GMT
I blame the internet. In cyber space it`s easy to flirt when a bit merry(or pissed) Nobody can see you hunting desparately for the key to press and while the willy might rule the brain it`s a limp little thing after booze
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Post by Deleted on Jul 26, 2010 18:10:48 GMT
speak for yourself Stephan!  I AM NOt blaming the internet mind, i have just kinda maybe lost a very real person from actual real life though, so apologies for my maudlin meanderings.. broken hearts and damaged livers do not a happy poster make. |
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Post by revisedartlily on Jul 28, 2010 12:46:08 GMT
(((((((((((((((((costal))))))))))))))) you will find your way again sweetheart. I have, of course, no idea what has happened, but I hate to see you all sad and hurty. You are a lovely, warm, funny and very bright bloke and if someone special has drifted away from you right now, I think they will either come back or someone else will come along. I would imagine that you draw people to you in real life as you do on here.
Much love and a big bowl of chicken soup. Lil xxxxx
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